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dude. what are you apologizing for

I'm so embarrassed. I was really [...] gay at you. I'm sorry.

it was kinda nice tbh. [...] is this too fucked up and weird. i thought for sure you woulda figured me out already and i didn't want you to think i was like [...] mad about it

I didn't know it was you. I thought you and Eureka were there together and I just hadn't seen you.

[...] Thank you for being so nice to me, though. Even if I was being cringey.

oh. [...] we weren't. i mean we kinda were i guess but not like that. shit it's complicated

tbh i was kinda stressed bout it. most ppl here are huge assholes ~~and i was~~. then i figured out it was you and it was ok cause you're like the nicest person i know

It's okay. I understand complicated shit.

Most people are, yeah. But thank you, that's really kind of you to say. [...] I really did mean everything I said to you sincerely. I think you're really great, even when I don't know I'm talking to you specifically.

Thank you for not making fun of me when I said all that really pathetic personal shit.

it's a thing but it's not a thing if that makes sense

~~shit. why are you kinda~~ [...]

idt it's pathetic at all. [...] you really haven't kissed anybody bc of your possum stuff? i guess i see why but it just kinda pisses me off bc you're like rly cool

It makes sense. I used to have things that weren't things a long time ago.

Thank you, that's really nice of you to say. But yes, you were the first person since I got my powers. Thank you for not being grossed out even now that you know it was me.

before you became a liminal?

~~i mean if i was into dudes you'd be~~ [...] what's there to be grossed out abt. you're nice and a great cook and you run a cool store and you're a p good kisser

Yes. And then one of those things became a thing, and then I became a Liminal and it wasn't a thing any more.

You're going to make me cry, you are so nice. But you're heroic and strong and a badass AND a great kisser, so I think you win. (Also: See! I knew you were hunky [platonic]!)

man. that fuckin sucks sorry

yeah guess you were right bout that after all. [...] we're cool right. i was trying to figure some shit out at the party but i wouldn't have if i thought it was gonna fuck up being yr friend

It's okay. I got to have that much. Not everyone gets to have that, even for a little while.

We're cool if you're cool with us? I didn't know it was you, and I definitely also don't want to fuck up being your friend.

you make that sound poetic as fuck. but i guess you're right. i've never rly had that so i wouldn't know

yeah we're cool. it was kinda a weird party but i don't regret going

But you will. And someone's going to be very lucky to spend that time with you.

Did you have fun at least?

~~idk if i~~ yeah maybe. [...] and you too. there's gotta be someone who'd wanna have a thing w you if they got to know you

it ended up p fun yeah. but i won't mind doing a more normal party for zeke's bday

~~Eureka says I'm unf~~ It's unlikely, but thanks for saying so anyway.

Same. I'm thankful to have experienced it, but I'm not craving a repeat anytime soon. I don't think my tiny possum brain can take it.

why. because of your liminal stuff

yeah it was kinda enough fun to last two months. tho things never stay boring around here

Eureka says nobody wants to be with me because I hate myself rather than the Liminal stuff, and they're probably right. At least I have a dog.

Maybe it'll surprise us! Although I'm just going to be on edge until the next thing happens.

seems fuckin unfair if we gotta love ourselves before anyone else will love us. like how else are you gonna know you're lovable at all

don't worry dude. i'll protect you

Yeah, I know. Exactly.

Thanks, Sal. I know I can count on you.

also if ppl as shitty as our parents could find love then you're p much guaranteed to find love when you're like a billion times better than yr family and at least a hundred times better than most ppl i've met

hey i wanted to ask you smth. how are you at teaching ppl to cook

You are so sweet. Thank you. Right back at you!

I don't like to brag, but I'm pretty good at it! Would you like to learn?

i'm sorry for agreeing that you're unfuckable and then psychoanalyzing you to prove my point, and then revealing myself as the closet criminal once we were starting to calm down again.

you are actually very fuckable and your psychological profile is none of my business. and i will not bite you again.

Edited (sorry) 2023-11-04 23:25 (UTC)

[...] I'm sorry I'm intolerable and fucked up. You're fine.

you're not intolerable. maybe a bit fucked up but it's a charm point.

i did not reveal the context that i did find you fuckable and would have been down to clown if we had been able to communicate effectively to find something that would have been mutually satisfying. [......] is this explaining it any better or am i making it worse?

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